Amritapuri

Amritapuri

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

Ashram Life

Here at Amritapuri Ashram, Seva(selfless service) is an integral part of the spiritual practice of residents and visitors alike. When we work for others without expectation we reap the wealth of a peaceful mind and an open heart. Beyond that, when we participate in the daily upkeep of the Ashram we are in fact helping to maintain the headquarters of one of the most effective and far-reaching humanitarian organizations in India, and thereby bringing the light of love and compassion to the world.


During our visit, we are invited to contribute two hours of Seva daily. I am have been taking breakfast to a Spanish woman who is recovering here in the Ashram clinic. I haven't yet been able to converse with her, because she is perpetually meditating. My other Seva is physically demanding. I sweep, mop the floors, clean counters, and wash dishes in the western canteen.

The time flies though. I work with a Danish girl (Bodil) and an older Irish woman ( Morna). I am subjected to stories of their travels and advice about India--it is lovely. By the time my I am done, I am fully drenched in sweat. It feels good though. I am also randomly asked to help here and there, which I really enjoy.


Yesterday I helped 10 Indian woman carry books up and down the stairs of the Kali Temple. We were arranged in an assembly line, and each time I would hand a book over to Mangalum(the woman next to me), she would ask me a question, and then she would relay my reply to the next women in the line, and she would tell it to the next. So there was this little gossip chain weaving its way up the steps of the Kali temple. I laughed a lot.

Being that it is an average of 90 degrees here and only getting hotter, I go to the pool for an hour in the mornings. At first I thought I would be able to swim in the ocean, but it is extremely rough and dangerous here, so swimming is prohibited. The pool is blissful and the water is clear, unlike the rusty discolored water I use to wash my laundry and shower in. The sidewalk is lined with burgeoning hibiscus, overwhelming the pool side and suffering the impetuous wind which is my saving grace from the hot sun. My western-style bathing suit is of no use to me here, instead, women wear swim dresses; a sort of full body suit that is brightly patterned and fills with air when you enter the water and then makes bubbles as you push it down. I have almost let go of the fact that I won't be getting a tan here because of the strict dress code.


The Ashram is located in a very traditional part of India. In accordance with the local customs, shorts, sleeveless tops, and transparent clothes are prohibited. It is very hard not to think about the heat, and wish I was wearing less material because I am constantly sweating and my skin is sticky. Adam and I are going to take a beach trip to a near town, Varkala. We will be able to be in the Arabian Sea a little bit there. We are also planning on taking a 20 minute bus ride down the road to a swimming beach--we have heard murmurs that there are dolphins there!

The food situation is interesting. There is spicy Indian food for free which includes about three things, watery rice in the morning with spicy sambar, plain rice for lunch with spicy sambar, and watery rice for dinner with spicy sambar. And then you have black chai tea to wash it all down. Lots of variety, right? And then....there is the western canteen--the food is sensational, and pretty cheap, but it adds up quickly. I don't know about other people, but I can only handle so much curry at a time. We have taken to eating the western food for breakfast, pancakes, and cheesy eggs are my indulgence. While eating, everyone has to be aware of the starving animals present. The dogs, cats, birds, and other animals often carry diseases, so feeding them encourages them to remain in the ashram where they might pose a threat. I have had no problems with them, the dogs are quite docile and fat, and I take pity on the scrawny emaciated kittens. Then there are the eagles. Favorite foods: pizza, eggs, toast, and pancakes. They are considerably smaller than the eagles in the states, but they are great at snitching food. At least once every meal time an eagle will swoop down and steal something. I haven't been a victim, yet. Then there are the crows, they are practically everywhere you look. Favorite foods: everything.

Our living accommodations are pleasantly basic. Small mats on the floor for sleeping. One sheet. A clothes line strung low across the room. Three barred windows overlooking the palm forest and the wild sea. One hand washing sink. One sink for doing laundry. One toilet, it is recommended that we don't use toilet paper--we are not accustomed to it yet. And one dinky ceiling fan that does a pretty good job compensating for the hot nights. We are on the ninth floor of 16 floors plus the roof where I hang the laundry. I am terrified of the elevator because it often loses power and I prefer not to be crammed in a small space with 6 people for 30 plus minutes; thus, I take the stairs, and it burns. Great for my legs though.


My jet lag is gone, and I am finally feeling comfortable here. I can fall asleep at 9:00pm now and wake to the beautiful sound of Archana ( chanting the 1,000 names of the Divine Mother). I have yet to attend Archana; I need to purchase the book so I can follow along.

-Eva




Monday, March 29, 2010

Sri Mata Amritanandaymai Devi

Arriving in India was stressful. There wasn't an Ashram taxi waiting for us at the airport as planned, so after much deliberation, we took a prepaid taxi. It was no hay ride; we drove a consistent 85 miles an hour without seat belts, and the driver passed every single vehicle that was in front of us, narrowly missing cars in the other lane. It was a bit terrifying. We couldn't see much of the city while we were speeding through because it was dark; however, I couldn't miss some sights and smells of human waste, burning garbage, forsaken houses, women washing their hair, men meandering the streets, elephants in chains and children playing blithely in the dirt. Thankfully the unpleasant stench abated the farther south we drove. I will admit that during the entire taxi ride I was extremely nervous. What a relief to finally make it to the bucolic Ashram with it's old stone walls, distant views, and an expanse of palm trees.


Upon arriving, we soon found out that Amma's father had passed away, and that Amma had come home early from her North India tour to be present for the funeral. It was a very unique time to arrive at the Ashram-- a very special time. Usually when you see Amma, there are hundreds of people, and here in India there are thousands of people clamoring to get a better view of the Divine Mother (Amma).


We were soon asked to pay our respects to Amma in her father's house. There weren't any queues of people waiting their turn for Darshan. This is so rare. I removed my sandals and walked toward Amma, she was surrounded by beautiful Indian women all dressed in white. I knelt in front of her and laid my head on her lap. She pulled me in and hugged me, kissed my cheek and whispered, "my daughter, my daughter" into my ear. At this point all the anxiety and stress about being in India was released from me and I began to cry. Amma then lifted me up and took my hand, pressing a small candy(Prasad--anything blessed) into my palm, all the while beaming with me. I know she remembered me. It is such a peaceful experience to be with her.


Amma's teachings are universal. Whenever she is asked about her religion , she replies that her religion is love. She does not ask anyone to believe in God or to change their faith, but only inquire into their own real nature and to believe in themselves. Amma's mesasge is: " Children, we shouldn't allow the beauty and grace of selfless love and service to be wiped off the face of the earth. The world should know that a life dedicated to selfless love and service to humanity is possible. Love is a universal religion, and this is what society really needs. Love should be expressed through our every word and action. We already have this love within us in all its fullness. Life cannot exist without love. Life and love are inseparable; they are one and the same. There is one Truth that shines through all of creation. Rivers and Mountains, plants and animals, the sun, the moon, and the stars, you and I--all are expressions of this one reality. The vast pattern of order and the extraordinary beauty pervading Creation make it clear that there is a big heart and an inconceivable great intelligence behind everything."


I am gradually assimilating--I am becoming part of the Ashram for the next 6 weeks.

-Eva




Friday, March 5, 2010

On Your Mark, Get Set...

Only two weeks until departure to India. I am completely nervous and elated. It's like the butterflies in my stomach have had too much to drink and are running into each other; I feel nauseous. It's all so beautiful, formidable, very unfamiliar, imagining that I am one person, embarking on a voyage across rivers, mountains, and the sea. What I love about airplanes is the birds eye view, but without the wind kissing my face of course. I feel very small in comparison to the world, but not any less important. This is everything that I love about an adventure; there is a little risk involved, but it is not unhealthy--just wildly intriguing. I have my loving companion, my security, my devoted family, and my outstanding friends. It is all of you who I will be writing to in the next six weeks, giving you a small window to peep through in the hopes that you might experience a little of India too. So I go forward into the pungent deep of spices, fresh fruit, religion, dust, hot-sticky-air, and complete bliss that is my fantasy India. We shall see...

-Eva